its just that kind of days again where i have to find out again that nothing changes - life just gives you a glimpse of hope and luck just to rip it out of your heart when it can hurt most.
maybe you'll understand when you see my newest picture with the title "for you..."
yes, its about a girl and no, its not real, i made it with my webcam and "photoshop cs2".

well, life must go on, so am i...
i still dont have internet, although they promised it a few months ago
i don't know whats gonna come, but im optimistic as always...
if i weren't optimistic, i'd already have killed myself years ago...